Life as I see it.

Don't judge.......

I am known at school as the asian with a really cool style. But I go to a school that isn't to open with changes especially with clothing styles. Some of you might not agree in wearing animals, but it is just the same as eating a hamburger! So, this one day I went to school with this rabbit fur scarf! I loved it, because it was my first scarf that I have every had! People instantly called it disgusting! I didn't say a word though, because I'm me, and NO is going to change that! Next thing you know, the people that said that was disgusting and thought it was horrible, were actually wearing coats with rabbit fur on them! I was pretty annoyed, but I didn't let it get to me! I seem to be a trend setter at my school. I started to wear leopard print jackets, and they next thing you know, EVERYBODY is wearing them!!!! But I do have to confess that they really DO NOT know how to wear it. I am not trying to be concieted or anything, it's just, it doesn't look good on them at all! I do not copy anybody, I only am inspired by others. It does really annoy me when people do not think things over thoroughly! Also, I would carry my lunches in shopping bags, like victoria sectret, or some really cool paper shopping bag that you get at malls and stuff. And yes, EVERYBODY is now starting to do that! Even the people that aren't really fond of me!

I am planning the winter formal, and this year we are bringing something different. My best friend instantly hated the theme, and said that she is not going to come. Which of course made me really frustrated and dissappointed in her! My best friend this year, has not be very supporting, and I feel like I can't come to her anymore! I can't bring myself to talk to her anymore! She is not listening to herself, but listening to others!!! It really ANNOYS the HELL out of ME!!! I just want to slap her! For English Class we could get into groups and pick a topic to do for our final, which we only had to do a speech about the topic we chose. She then said that she wanted to do this Important Romantic Theme topic, because her friend told her to do it, and that you can to lots of stuff with it! YES, WHAT A LACK OF ORIGINALITY!!!!! She didn't really ask what my thoughts were on that either. Once she told the teacher that we are doing that, she HAD NO IDEA what to DO!!!! Which annoyed the HELL OUT OF ME EVEN MORE! I really wanted to just punch her right there!
Today my other friend told me that she talked to her and got her to go to the winter formal and be glad with the theme. Now every time she talks to me, she is SOOO EXCITED about winter formal and that she really likes the theme!!! She won't listen to me, but she will listen to someone else, and WE have KNOWN each other for 6-7 years!!!!!!!! But Luckily I have another friend, who is very supportive and always has a good attitude about everything, and I ABSOLUTLY love her, and she even has the same name as me! She might not be asian, she is white, she is the coolest person ever!