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I'm always confused or worrying about something, and here I let it all out. |
I know that every year I always say, "oh yes, I'm going to try to be nicer, try to lose some weight, try to do more exercise, keep up with my school work." AND I NEVER DO IT. Maybe the trick is setting myself achievable goals...I don't know. I want to be a better person. I want to be more organised, more understanding...but I know that wanting something doesn't mean you'll get it. I'm going to play badminton with Katie on Monday, maybe we could make it a weekly thing, go play badminton together. Would be cool ![]() I've also decided that, since being able to drive mum's car around (yes, this link is tenuous), that I'm going to try to help around the house more. Driving alone takes a lot out of you, it definitely tires me, and maybe mum and Alan need a bit more lee-way in that respect. Just little things. Hoovering, loading the dishwasher, making sure wrappers are put away, that my washings put away...If I start with little things, I can only improve right? I miss Mr Martin. So, so much. If anything, my new years resolution is to strengthen our relationship. Be there for him. Hmm.......I love him. Gotta go...Katie's dressing me ![]() ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |