The Life Of Me.

7th December 2005

Well...everything's a bit iffy. Got mock exams starting next week, I'm unprepared, over-stressed, and feel like I'm going to fail. There's just not enough time. If I had another week, would be fine...hurts to type, fingers too cold. Didn't speak to Martin all day yesterday or today, and when I did talk to him today...we both felt the same, that it felt like we were alone. I really felt alone, I don't feel like a pair, just that I have a boyfriend. Usually I feel so close to him, even when he's far away, 'cause we're texting, phoning, emailing all the time. It sucks ass. Really badly. Thing is, now that I missed him so much yesterday, I'm kinda over it today and don't miss him at all. I'm just too tired really lol. Had an early night aswell...Bleh, things are not great atm. Stressful, tiring, I think I have SAD...LOL.

*meep* oh well.