The Life Of Me.

6th October 2005

I'm still finding things a bit hard...just find it really hard to concentrate. And I just want mum to come home I don't like it that she's so far away...and I need some mummy comfort I think....

Had band practice today, which was cool I'm getting there. And they want me to learn base guitar lol. I'll try

I can't get my homework done...just can't be arsed at all! I'm not sleeping, I never have enough money for enough food to keep me going...and I'm just exhausted. I miss Martin like fuck...and it's annoying me. I helped out at the Year 6 opening evening last night at school, terrified some little kiddies...which was very fun lol. Did this kind of mime act type thing with plain white masks, black clothes, and eerie music, not saying a word...was great!

Meh. Got driving lesson soon. Can't be arsed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully I'll book my test soon though. *sigh* Want to pass soon. Am bored of my lessons...

I feel sad