The Life Of Me.

19th September 2005

Hmm....Andi said that Kirsty had hacked into my email account to get gossip for Gemma. Which is awful. I even asked her today, and she just laughed and said it was funny, not even a denial. Which means she blatantly did. I think that's a really horrible thing to do. She wanted to find out for Gemma if I was unhappy with Martin, so she could have one over me, basically. I don't know which is worse...if Gemma told her to do it, or whether she did it just to get Gemma to like her again.

Grr. You can't trust anybody. It's a lesson I'm finding really hard to learn...I suppose I'm quite naive, I like thinking that everybody's nice and trustworthy, and they're really, really not. *sigh*

Oh well. Least I'm not ugly like them, and have a boyfriend who's in love with me and treats me with respect. And I'm intelligent and am going to have an amazing career compared to them. And I don't do things like that to hurt other people. Grrr. I hate Gemma. I want to kick her shitty little face in.