Breathing Room

Jealous Pastimes

I started this entry bent on writing what makes me jealous within my relationship, but I can't think of a single thing. Well now I can, but I thought it would be a longer list.

1. when Dave's talking on the phone and I don't know who it is
2. when his cell phone rings and he doesn't answer it, lets it go to voicemail
3. when he gets that message and I still haven't figured out who called
4. when he forwards me an e-mail and I see the person who sent it to him is a female I don't know
5. when he goes to the club and I know he's danced with other girls
6. when he doesn't call me when I think he should be home and my mind goes a bit haywire


This is list are pitiful excuses to be jealous at all. I mean really. I'm really working on it though. Honestly.
It doesn't consume me like it used.

Thats a bit of an exaggeration.

The consuming me part.