Monkeys

Gold rings and tarnished things

Wow- in the last few days at work, between calls and whatnot, I've read back through 2 1/2 years of journal entries, and found so many things out about myself. Things I knew but had forgotten, things I never even knew to begin with. Awesome. I realized a lot, and learned a few things as well. :) Good times.

I think I might finally be ready for this next phase in my life. There has been a lot of insecurity on my part, excitement, but insecurity for fear of the unknown. I've never actually done this on my own before, and it scares me. I think I'm going to be fine though. There have been so many changes in the last little bit here- the last 2 weeks or so have been crazy. I still am in awe over everything. I don't know. People at work are starting to pick up- of course, it would help if what's her name would stop asking people about it. If she did, they wouldn't suspect, and then ask me. But hey- nothing to hide anymore I guess. Not really any one else's business, but definatly nothing to hide, you know?

I'm looking forward to shopping with my mom and sister this coming week- we'll definatly be doing some of that. I've already been warned. Everything has finally sunk in- around the time of my beloved aunt Diane passing away, it seemed like the wrong time to say anything. I only told a few people- wish you could have seen their stinking reactions. Anyway- now that the funeral is over and done with- family members are starting to call and say "hey- did I hear this right?" Well, yeah, ya did. It's all good though.

Well, I need to run along- I have to work, and then study and write a paper in between. Have a great weekend all.....seems like today is the perfect beginning to the weekend, weather wise anyway. Maybe I'll have a picnic. Chicken......that's what we'll have. It'll be great.

Take it easy all.

Beckie