Life as we know it sucks

It's All Over . . .

Current Mood: pretty content

Current Music: Harajuku Girls - Gwen Stefani

So, Wednesday was my last day of high school. Yep. I'm done. No more high school. I think after a couple of weeks, I actually will miss it. I think I might even tear up just a bit. I actually hated my senior year, but it doesn't change the fact that I'll miss the school.

I guess it is weird getting out. Being free. Not getting up when it's still dark outside. Not having to ask to go to the bathroom (in my college classes, the people just get up and go *gasps*). I mean, a lot is going to be different now and I should just accept it. This was my last year.

Lately, I've been getting the urge to IM Christopher. It bothers me that he still hates me. It really does. He still hates that Ashley girl and that was over two years ago (I believe). I'd like to know how long this will last for him. Not much longer if I have anything to do with it. I'm about fed up. I just want to end this stupid "fight" and be at least civil with each other, you know? And now that I'm not in school anymore, there's a very slim chance that I'd develop any feelings for him (again). I just want to talk to him. Dare I say, I miss him.

This is my last year and it sucked.

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