Life as we know it sucks

If You Think About It

Current Mood: I don't know...but I have a migraine

Current Music: the popcorn popping :)

If you think about it, everyone I've loved, I've lost. My dad, Matt, Rachel, and now Christopher. I wasn't in love with Christopher, but I did (or I guess I do) love him like a friend. I care about him so much and if Ashton doesn't stop fucking with him, I'll kill her.

Anyway, Shane asked me a while ago when I thought our relationship started going downhill. I said when he started working everyday at Brauning . . . I don't think that's accurate.

I ask myself, when did I start crying all the time, I was stressed and unhappy? July 10. You know why that day is so significant? Rachel moved.

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"I love you" is only 8 letters . . . then again, so is "bullshit."


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"I love you" is only 8 letters . . . then again, so is "bullshit."