Life as we know it sucks

Fuck You

Current Mood: ugh!

Current Music: Snoop Dogg...drop it like it's hot (again)

Ugh! I just want to scream! Fine! I know you fucking hate me! Just broadcast it to everyone! I don't fucking care! I'm hurting so much and so are you, but I'm not doing anything to rub it in your face. Am I?

I have someone, you don't. No! I'm not fucking doing that! I had someone even before you liked me . . . you knew and yet you still liked me. Of course it's my fault. But still. FUCK YOU! Ugh!

I want a razor or something. These rubber bands aren't enough. I thought I could handle it, but I can't. It hurts. I didn't want to lose him. But hey . . . I can't do anything about it but cry or scream or cut or whatever. I can't change what happened. Ugh!

Fuck it.

Yours Truly

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"I love you" is only 8 letters . . . then again, so is "bullshit."