Life as we know it sucks

This Is What Always Happens

Current Mood: tired

Current Music: Jimmie's Chicken Shack - Waiting

written 27th

I am not amused. Does he not know that not talking to me will increase the problem, provoke the problem, promote the problem? Does he not know that not talking to me will drive me insane? It will stress me out and drive me crazy and would make me curious. Make me like him. This is what always happens.

I become attached and really start to care when they up and decide they don't want to talk to me anymore. *sigh*

I think he's given up on me which was bound to happen . . . I'm not choosing him and I feel absolutely terrible about it. I can't help it. I don't think my heart was choosing him after all . . .

Yours Truly

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"I love you" is only 8 letters . . . then again, so is "bullshit."