Life as we know it sucks

All I'm thinking about is . . . you

Current Mood: Very ecstatic

Current Music: Skye Sweetnam - Billy S

*note from Christopher*

Hilary,
         I know that you don't want to get together w/ me cuz I haven't had good past relationships, but maybe this time it will be different. The other girls I've gone out w/ weren't right for me, but I think you are right for me. And I don't wanna lose you. I know that we haven't known each other all that long but you mean a lot to me. You always ask me what I'm feeling, and this is it. Last night was one of the worst nights for me. I thought I'd be ok, but I'll admit I was very upset. Anyways, I love you lots.

Christopher

All I can think about is Christopher. All I've been thinking about today - or this past week - is Christopher. He's always on my mind. Like, I want to know what he's thinking or doing or feeling. For some reason, I just think my heart's more into it than his . . . Is he really worth it? I have no idea. I'm probably just paranoid, right? And completely tired. *yawns* I really can't help what I feel. Shane seems to think it's just a "fling." Maybe it is, maybe it isn't. But, I can't help it . . . my heart chose Christopher. And now Shane's determined to keep me and win me over like some prize . . .


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To everyone out there who's a little different, I say damn a magazine, these are God's fingerprints.