Life as we know it sucks

I should just let my heart choose

Current Mood: HAPPY!

Current Music: Eamon - Fuck It

I talked to Christopher for 3 hours last night . . . . . 3 hours!!!! Is that bad? Is that really, really bad? Yes . . . probably. I can't help it. I really, really like him. It just seems right. I can't explain it.

He called me tonight. I asked him to. I don't understand why I seem to be doing this to my relationship with Shane . . . but I am. *sigh* I dunno whether anything will happen. If it does . . . it does, right? I don't even know what I want to happen. all I know is I really like him and he really likes me.


Let My Heart Choose
As I go throughout the day
I think about you more and more
I don't know what to say
to explain why it's you I adore

I try to forget what I feel
but it's just too hard
I've even made a deal
with God to at least get rid of a shard

of this guilt I possess
so I can live in peace
and finally get some well deserved rest
but I am overcome with these

feelings for you
I cannot get rid of them
I've tried but it's no use
in a way I've given up on him

Who should I go for?
I am so confused
Maybe I should just
let my heart choose.


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To everyone out there who's a little different, I say damn a magazine, these are God's fingerprints.