Life as we know it sucks

Boy Crazy Week

Current Mood: indifferent

Current Music: Zero 7 - Passing By

I've been a little boy crazy this week. Every guy I see, I think they're the hottest thing. It's crazy. I'd have never thought they were hot before. For some reason I've just been checking out every decent male prospect.

Today, Spencer came over to my lunch table and asked us (Rachel and I) to marry him. Then we started talking about something and we got on the subject of his girlfriend. "What girlfriend?" he asked. Ooooh! I thought she was the girl "he had no intention of being without." Long distant relationships never last. I started obsessing again. Just because he is free.

Then, in 4th, Jonathan discovered my weakness. I love to be called baby or babe. Even Shane doesn't call me that. There was something about they way Jonathan said it that made it sexy and appealing. *sigh* I love being boy crazy sometimes. I'm just not gonna dump Shane for some 1 week "fling" type of thing. It's not really a fling per say, but it's the closest word to describe it.

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One day you will ask me what means more to me, you or my life. I will say, "my life," and you will walk away not knowing that you are my life.