Life as we know it sucks

I cunt hear you I have an ear infucktion

Current Mood: a tad bit distressed

Current Music: the song "Stacy's Mom" has been playing in my stupid head for about an hour now

(1 year, 1 month and 1 day until I am 18!)

Shane and I have been a bit weird lately. We haven't been all that happy and that depresses me. I hate to even consider this very touchy subject - but what if it's time to break up? It never feels like we're happy with each other anymore and I really don't like that. I don't like that at all. We're supposed to be together until the end. I will still love him no matter what and he me, but what do we need to do to ensure us both our happiness? Take a break, let it work out itself, what? I mean, I'm lost now. I am totally lost. *sigh* Sometimes, I miss our young relationship more than ever before. We were so right for each other, so perfect, so inevitable. We could not avoid the fact that we were meant to be . . . But to be for how long? 9 1/2 months? Longer? I mean, sure all couples go through difficult times . . . but do they do them all the freakin' time?! *sigh* Something's wrong and I think we should talk about it . . . I don't want him to get upset or anything, though. I just wish we could calmly talk and express our thoughts.

~Yours Truly




Countdown: 15,225 days

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like sands through the hour glass,
so are the days of our lives.