My Life...

Spiritual/Religious rant

Whenever I'm asked if I believe in God, I always say yes without thought. I've grown up with my Grandma telling me bible stories and not to be afraid of God and Jesus etc.
But I'm not an overly religious person. I pray to bless my family and friends, but I've never read the bible.
I try to be a good person, but sometimes, I just think "why did this happen? why would God let this happen" and sautomatically tell myself its part of His plan.

I've always just accepted that there's an afterlife. I've never questioned it. THere has to be something. I knbow there is, in my heart.

People think I'm weird just believing in something so strongly because I'm usually going with whatever everyone else is saying.

I'm just confused. I don't go to church, but I KNOW that God exists.

Some people just say they believe in God because they're scared that if tthere is, He'll know they dont really believe, but me, I DO.

This all came into my head because I was reading about Armageddon and how Jesus is going to come and gather the Christians, but am i counted as a Christian even though I don't go to church?

I'm not even christened so i have no idea what's going on...

All my friends have been christened and i get scared sometimes because what if I have to be to get into Heaven?

WOw, this must sound stupid to whoever is reading this.
Everyone knows im a worrywart, so yeah.

But i suppose i'll just have to stop worrying and just get on with it.



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