My Life...

Have I made a mistake??

Have I made a mistake in deciding to change schools?
I mean, why didn't I have serious second thoughts before, when I could have changed my mind?
Now, it's too late and I'm so scared of stuffing up.
I miss my old school, and I haven't even started my new one yet.
For someone who gets anxious at even a hint of change, I think I'm being awfully brafve to attempt such a huge thing, but what if it turns out to be a huge mistake?
I don't think my status as a loser will have changed overnight. Who's to say that I won't be a loser at the new school?
Then there's all these other things to worry about: Who to avoid, who to befriend, How to act, who to interact with, who the bitches are...etc...
I'm sure I'll do/say something stupid on the first day. Something that will label me as a 'loser' for the rest of my days there.
I can't go back to my old school. It's too late. It would be too humiliating, anyway.
I won't ever walk down the corridoor to ancient history with Kirsty, laughing at the teacher.
I won't ever sit with sara in english and bitch about the teacher.
I won't ever sit in CFS and glare at cecilia...

ETC...
Have I made a mistake?

I hope not.


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