The Thought's of Me!

I'll Keep Waiting...

I'll Keep Waiting

It's Been A Long Time, But I'll Keep Waiting

Chorus: I'll Keep Waiting Till That Day When
You Come Back On Home To Me.
Life's Too Short To Live Without You,
Where You are Is Where I Wanna Be

Hey Girl, It's Just A Matter Of Time
Before You Come On Home And I Get What's Mine
Cos You Know That You're Still My Lady
And Your Love Is Gonna Drive Me Crazy

To Think You're Gone Just Makes Me Wanna Choke.
You Can't Fix What You Know Ain't Broke.
But I Guess That I'll Just Keep Waiting
Even Though Inside My Heart Is Breaking

What You Waitin' For
What You Waitin' For Girl
Show Me Love Like You Did Before

(Chorus)

All This Love's Too Much To Understand
Must Be A Part Of A Master Plan
But I Wish That It was Just That Easy
Cos I Miss The Way You Touch And Tease Me

Damn It Girl, Why Can't You See?
It's Not Over For You And Me
One Day You'll See That You Were Wrong
Then You Will Realise It Was True Love All Along

Dry These Tears Of Rain,
Dry These Tears Of Rain,
Say You'll Show Me Love Again

(Chorus)

What Can I Say To Change Your Mind
Thinkin' About You All Of The Time
Don't Keep Me Holding On
Come Back To Where You Belong...

(Chorus x3)

--S Club 7

I feel like crying...I don't know why, though. But, I won't! Because that's a sign of weakness, and I'm not weak! I can't be...I need to be strong for my friends and my family...

Life sucks! When depression hits, damn, does it hit you bad. If effects everybody around you...Life sucks majorly...

One of my friends wasn't feeling all that perky today like usual. It was very strange...And some how, his depression like leaked into me. Because since then, I've been all quiet like. Tomorrow my friends are going to notice...Tomorrow is not going to be a good day.

I see all these couples...I swear, I'm going to kill one of couple. Just ONE, and I'll be happy...All my friends are pairing off, and well, frankly, it sucks! No time for me anymore. *Sigh*

Plus, I can't cuddle with somebody for comfort. The reasons being:
1) I want to just crawl into the arms of my girlfriend and stay there forever, but I can't. Because I don't see her enough...
2) I WILL NOT go to my parents, they don't understand at all. I can't explain it to them, without revealing stuff they shouldn't know...
3) I'd take comfort from a friend, but I don't want my girlfriend to get mad. Awful nice of me, huh?

See? Who ever says I'm not committed or loyal can go f*** the floor. Life sucks, did I mention that? I just want it to be the weekend, so I can stop pretending to be all cheerful and crap when I'm not.

So many questions, not enough answers!! I'm tearing myself apart over this, and it's not good. To many problems, not enough people to kill...Honestly, I just want to crawl under the covers and hide.

What is there to be happy about? Why am I doing this to myself? Who can I take comfort from? Where do I run with things go dark? Who's shoulder can I cry on? Who cares?

Questions...No answers...If you know then answers, tell me please! I want to, no, I need to know...Please...