My Journal

Getting away

I know that I havn't written in this journal for a long time now, but I need to get some emotions out before I explode, and as the person in whom I would normally confide is the one I'm frustrated with...I'm in a bit of a bind.

My best friend and I had the second fight we've ever had in our year of being friends, and it's over somthing incredibly stupid! I'm not even quite sure why he's mad at me..I guess he maybe just had a bad day, and I was his pillow to scream into or somthing. I just don't want to fight with him over somthing trivial.

Another thing, I'm honest to God really happy for him that he's made new friends at work. I'm glad that somthing good has come out of his job, but lately I guess I feel like he's starting to ignore me and only pay attention to him. Whenever we hang out now all he talks about are Mike and Brandon...or maybe I'm paranoid and feeling jealous for no reason. I just don't want to loose him as a friend. I love him so much...we're not dating at all..I want that known. He's like my big brother actually. I can (usually) tell him everything; I actually call him big bro and he calls me little sis. Our relationship means a lot to me and I really don't want to loose it. Well thanks for putting up for my depressing rambling anyone who actually reads this. God bless you always.

~Katherine