Varying Shades of Gray - My Life

07-12-03

Well This has been a rollersoaster week. My boss called and told me they were eliminating my position and would have to let me go. Which I guess is okay. those 12-13 hour days were hell, anyway. So, I had already started planning on what to cut back on, at least until I found another job. A hotel that had been trying to get me for over a year. The main reason I hadn't, is because I really did not want to get back into hotels. Well, needless to say, I accepted the position. It will work, at least until I can find something else.

I talked to BOH briefly, last night. :):) Hearing his voice is always a pleasure. Hell, even chatting with him is great, which I haven't done in awhile. I guess DA had sent him an email and was worried about me. I was kinda stressed and depressed. Worrying about finances, I hadn't told him that I lost my job. I finally did though.

Another depressing thing is, next weekend, I am going out of town with JMC. We are going up to the college town where he will be moving to, next month, to try to find a place for him to live. He does not want to do the dorm thing. Just another sign that times are getting close to say goodbye to him. I am not looking forward to that day. As proud of him, that I am, it is still killing me. I almost feel like a father saying goodbye to a child. :( But it's more, saying goodbye to a very dear friend. I am going to miss him so damn much. Especially when I hear of storms in/around that town, I am going to be so worried about him. It seems the storm we had this week, really undid all the progress we had made in the last year, as far as his fear of storms goes.

Well guess I will close this one for now. Have a great day, all.

:'( :'(