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Diana, Lorraine, Sandy, Kat, Pam, Denise?

If you could have seduced one person that you knew in your lifetime (but didn't), who would you select?

(Don't forget the reasons behind your decision!)

Diana, Lorraine, Sandy, Kat, Pam, Denise?

The six persons I loved but never acted on my feelings in a sexual way. Yep, the title says it all.

Diana, forever in my heart as my first awakening love. But she is forever out of reach and I wouldn't want to, now. My image of her is too precious. Lorraine too is unreachable. I wouldn't want to shatter the friendship we had and she would never approve if I tried.

Sandy? I'm not sure. Maybe.

Kat? No, sexcapades use to be her thing but I don't think they will ever really be my thing. Besides I'd get confused as to would be seducing who in her case.

Pam? Unreachable. Not her style.

Denise? Very awkward. Heaven knows I thought about us getting together but I know I wouldn't be able to do it. Her friendship means too much to me to try and change it to the status of lover. It would hurt the bond we have.

So that brings me back to Sandy. Seems most of the seduction stories go back to someone in HS. She was one of the girls in HS who took me under her protective wing from our Junior year through graduation. She never knew about my family problems, no one back then knew. And I am of the belief she never knew of my sexual identity crisis which I hid with a vengence. But I hear that Sandy never married and she lives alone with her cats. She was into computers and secretarial back in the 70s and I wouldn't be surprised if she stuck with the computer all the way through it's evolution so simpler minded people like me can use them today. Yea, I wouldn't mind approaching Sandy but not so much to seduce her but to comeout which really is more scary.

What if she is my kind of girl? What if she had this secret love all these years and I came back into her life and she gets pissed because I took so Goddamn Long? (Well this IS my day dream dammit) I would rather court her and build up to the seduction. It would not be an overnight thing. I'm not into one night stands, they just leave you emptier, thirstier, and hungrier than when you started. And this is Sandy. She means more than a night of seduction and mad hot sex. Of course, if she isn't my kind of girl I'd be rubbin against the wrong tree anyways, now wouldn't I?



Take care and may your road lead to only good places.

Deb

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