The history of my love life

So Far.......

It's been great when David first came down to live with my family and I. He moved here in December 06, 2002. It was really great being around him after nearly 3 months of being apart. Today, it makes 2 months we been together physically, but we've been fighting like hell. He didn't find a job yet, he has been trying, but not much are hiring right now. Actually, he finally got a job now, but back then, it was hard, I guess we fought a lot because we are always at eachother's face. We see each other all the time.

The only time we are separate is when I'm going to school, but that's only like 4 hours. I do miss him during that time, but as soon as we see each other, we be fighting like cats and dogs. I think we fight worse than them.

He used to sleep with me, now it's like he be lying down next to me, then goes to the parlor to watch t.v. as soon as I'm sleeping. He thinks I'm sleeping, but I wake up when I know he's not next to me. He tells me he loves me very much, but when we argue, he says the meanest things to me. We fight about really stupid things. He feels uncomfortable living with my family. He told me because he feel like a freeloader, but my brother's told him not to worry too much about it because it does take time to work. When no one is home, he'll wander around in the house, but if they're home, he'll just be cooped up in our room.

I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm being in the middle. He comes from a very different background. He is not family-oriented like I am. David's not used to this kind of hospitality. I'm happy that he doesn't take advantage of it, but I just wish he would lighten up.