My Life

not sure just b.s.

You know I never really understood why people run off like the do for no reason, weather it be a wedding or some sort of relationship thing without an excuse. I used to think it was wrong, or just plain out fake. But tonight when I was writing something I guess it just clicked. Seems like things are best understood when not under pressure but guess in my case that’s not it. ;) I was under so much work and stress that I see it now. Due to pass relationships someone hurts you so bad that your afraid, weather it be commitment, relationship, etc. and we all have to come and face it. But why be in a relationship if you’re not ready. Some people think they are, some people don’t see they need help. They hurt the other more then they hurt them self knows. There is no excuse for what is done. But what is owed is an apology. Even those knowing what was done and went threw. They move about life pointing a finger at everything else wrong in their life when what’s truly wrong is what’s in front of them only at arms length. Point that hand of yours at your heart and use your mind to think to see what’s truly in front of you. Why is it we are with who we are with, why it is we put up with so much when we don’t have to. So many questions in life I am not even sure what it is I am typing just rambles of nonsense. But ohh well night.