My Journal

A mixed day

Hm, today's a mixture of awsome and horrible. The awsome part is I talked on the phone with a friend for a while (maybe more than a friend?), and I'm studying tomarrow with a really hott guy. The bad part is one of my best friends is NOT transferring to my school. KETO YOU SUCK (OK, not really, but I'm being selfish right now)! It's odd, I thought life was improving (not that it was ever that bad to begin with, but still) but it seems that I don't have that kinda luck. I try to remember all my blessings and all the things I have that other people can only dream of, but it just makes me feel bad and want even more! Yes I hate myself for feeling like this, but I really can't help it. Life's just plain confusing somtimes. I guess that's all for today. I really wish I had somthing deeper or more intresting to say, but there really wasn't any divine meaning in today that I could see. Sorry all. Ta ta!