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blak

Lovely journal,
I dont know what date it is......I'm on vacation I'm not suppose to worry about that! Anyways I'm in New York. And my flight was ok but there was turbulence. On this trip I just realized how scared I am of turbulence. The thing is that when I was younger.....and we were on a plane I'm not sure what exactly happened but i guess the captain loss control of the plane and it dropped like WHOOOSH and some how he got control back and he put us higher again. But it was like when ur on a rollercoaster and it goes down all of a sudden wait no......a better example would be when ur on an elevator and it all of a sudden drops ur stomach goes to ur mouth. Well thats what happened. I dont think it was traumatizing then but maybe its starrting to creep up on me in my old age. I was scared on the plane but horribly I actually slept most of the flight...this is really surprising because I never sleep well sometimes but only a little. We sat in the middle UGH...see the plane and AB on the left side CDE in the middle and then FG on the rights well WE got CD :( I like the window! and i remember getting a little dizzy and i think that by being able to look out the window would make the flight easier or something I dont know. enough airplane talk I'm feeling a little nausea....how do u spell nausious. whatever
went to go see bad company today. it was good but i didnt laugh. it just wasnt funny to me....but it was still good! I love the place that I'm typing in...its right in the corner and since we are at a dead end I can see whoever is coming or leaving from the windows surrounding me. my aunt just came. remember about my aunt that has breast cancer? well of course u dont remember how could u...i deleted my other journal. well anyways she has breast cancer and all her hair on her head and eyebrows came off. she has a wig, it looks ok but I dont know its weird seeing her. Oh god I'm either having cramps or with all the shit i ate today I have a stomach ache. Which reminds me I love my family dont get me wrong.....but u cant go to the bathroom in peace in this house..........my grandmother is bored so shes nosy as hell! u cant take a dump without somebady noticing because u cant put the toilet paper in the toilet so that leaves the garbage. and since im so lucky to be dripping right now, but thank fully i think today was my last day :)...so if i need to throw out a pad its like everyone notices. ok i gotta go