My life has been through the tests of the tough, but is my heart strong enough for it? |
It's been one of those days... I never could cry, If only I'd die! Let my soul fly, But instead-why?!- I watch life go by, Heave a huge sigh. I'm blind in one eye, To not even try- Wish I could try- But the time is nigh, When soon I say bye. Don't you dare cry, you know I won't die. But I've been know to lie, My own noose I'll tie, Goddess knows, I'll try. Cold, hot, wet, dry, Even if I do die, The seasons will go by, Whether you're gal or guy, May it be a piece of pie, Just for now, Let this, Sleeping, Dog, Lie... OK, OK, I admit. I'm in pain. My heart is in turmoil, my mind is a confused blur, my head hurts and I'm tired as hell. Life took a big downturn today... For some reason, it felt like I was back at Memorial Mud Suckers, and almost everything was against me. It didn't help that I feel like crap, either. I can't write well, I can't draw well, I can't act, I've never been able to sing or dance. Hell, I can't even READ straight!! I can't even listen to music without having SOMETHING bother me... I took a stress test and it said to help, I should lose Conciousness...I think I'll go deal with that now... By the way, that lovely little poem at the top, In case yer the school counsoler trying to make sure I don't kill anything, THAT ISN"T A f***ING SUICIDE LETTER!!! I'll be passed out on the ground if you need me, CerAnaka |