i hate reed academy!

Can you tell me? by horsegirl

can you tell me? by horsegirl. When does the intence pain and guilt end? When do the tears stop falling. When does the pain stop tearing your heart to shreds? When does the pretending your ok end? When Does the feeling empty stop? When does this dreary day end? When do I get accepted for who I am? When does agany end? When do I feel happy again? When does my life gain some meaning? When do people stop hassling me? When Do I not feel uggly and fat? Can you tell me when? When Do I feel Whole? When Do I fight? How Can I go on? How can I tolerate life? How Do I Get by each day? How do I get the tears to end? How do I please others yet be a individual? How Does the world grow so cold? Can somone tell me how? Why cant i stop crying? Why couldnt i have been born nirmal for my parents sake and spare them the pain? Why do I feel some times im dieing inside? Why does my heart feel cold? Why should I go on can you tell me why? Where do I hide my pain? Where do I go for realife? Where is god i sometimes ask? Where is my life going? Where can you tellme? Who am I Do I even know any more? Can you tell me who I am? by horse girl