Shellyville Continues

Sunshine

Hello Sunshine,

You are smiling today! Blue sky, yellow sun and cold temps. Yup it's a Michigan spring. Normally gray for most of it but today the sun has decided to peak out and it makes all the difference.

Bright sunshine is what I normally crave. I honestly don't understand why I live here anymore. I can live anywhere and yet I stay here. Maybe someday I will move but I kinda doubt it. It seems as if life is telling me this is where I do belong. Family history and all.

I am firmly planted in a place that can support my career and bring me some joy. At least several months out of the year.

I am that fair weather girl, I know it. I have always been this way. I shall continue down the same road looking for something new.

I tried to look back but sadness and crying got in the way. I can't keep doing that to myself. My body and soul needs to heal. I am tired of crying. I am worn out by the stress of grief.

I think I need to plan a beach vacation so I can float in some salt water. I think it might be the only way I can reset my body.

Sunshine, beach and the ocean. Yep I need to make that happen!

Love,
Shelly