Gabbie on the run

Reconciliation

I'm yelled at her on Messenger. Called her names and forbade her from visiting us for their yearly trip to our house to commemorate my Mom's passing. In those days when I called her names, I was under a delusion (lack of meds) and offended her greatly. It took me a long time to realize I was deluded and the cure was psychotherapy. I realized I couldn't go to Heaven if someone on earth didn't wish me well. I was sorry, truly sorry for having offended her and her sister in law. I reconciled with her sister-in-law (she was on the messenger with my cousin) not too long ago. I've been emailing my cousin repeatedly asking for her forgiveness. Finally this past few days, she emailed me and wished my Dad and me a Happy New Year. I'm very happy now. I'm surely going to Heaven.

I heard a person - a priest - say that if someone had been offended by another, that person will not go to Heaven. I dearly want to go to Heaven. I dearly love to have a renewal of my relationship with my cousin. I'm very happy. Despite the pains and sorrows of this life, I'm happy nevertheless.