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Anastasia's Lost Thoughts- A story from her diary |
The morning sun filtered through the sheer curtains, casting a warm glow across the room as Alexis and I lay tangled in each other's embrace. The night had been a whirlwind of passion and discovery, leaving us both sated yet hungry for more. As I traced lazy circles on Alexis's bare skin, I couldn't help but marvel at her curves and scars. There was a big scar across her shoulder which struck my curiosity to ask at a later date. As I rubbed on the faint stretch marks on her thighs I heard a faint whisper, "Good morning my love". She pressed soft kisses on my forehead. "did you sleep well?" I nodded, a contented smile playing on my lips. "Better than I have in ages," I replied, my voice barely above a whisper. "Being with you feels like coming home." Alexis's eyes sparkled with affection as she reached out to caress my cheek. "I feel the same way," she murmured, her voice filled with emotion. "You've brought so much light into my life, Anastasia. And I know it's only been a matter of days. But I don't know what I would have done without you" Tears welled up in my eyes with her words, I hadn't felt love or real intimacy in such a long time. I kept telling myself I felt I had just met my soulmate. With a soft sign I snuggle closer to her, It was quite chilly this morning and her warmth made me feel much better. The world outside seemed to fade away as we lay there together, cocooned in our own little bubble of love and happiness. With a sense of purpose, I gazed into Alexis's eyes, my heart overflowing with love and gratitude. "Thank you for loving me," I whispered, my voice choked with emotion. "I promise to cherish you for eternity, I don't care who you are." We began to stir from our cozy nest of blankets and limbs, the warmth of our shared embrace reluctantly yielding to the chill of the morning air. With a gentle sigh, Alexis planted a lingering kiss on my lips, her touch sending a shiver down my spine. As we untangled ourselves from each other, a sense of loss washed over me, the absence of her touch leaving an ache in its wake. But then Alexis flashed me. I felt a flicker of warmth blossom in my chest, and my jaw dropped. "come on get out of bed hun." Her playful demeanor was infectious, and I couldn't help but smile as I watched her move about the room with effortless grace. With a playful groan, I reluctantly swung my legs over the edge of the bed, stretching my limbs and reveling in the sensation of muscles awakening after a night of restful slumber. Alexis approached me, her hand reached out to me with a joint in hand." I don't know a single lesbian that fucks like that and doesn't spark up. I giggled and gracefully accepted the well-deserved and needed joint and lit it with a lighter sitting on her glass center table. As the aromatic smoke filled the room, a sense of relaxation washed over us, easing away any lingering tension from the night before. With each inhale, I felt the weight of the world lift from my shoulders, replaced by a gentle euphoria that enveloped me in its embrace.| With a shared glance, Alexis and I exchanged knowing smiles, reveling in the simple pleasure of each other's company. It was moments like these, stripped of pretense and expectation, that made me feel at peace with life. With a gentle touch, Alexis brushed a stray lock of hair from my face, her gaze soft and filled with unspoken affection. "I'm glad you're here," she whispered. "Now get your ass up, we're going out!" "But I didn't bring any clothes? I sure as hell didn't expect my night to go the way it did... I'm glad it did either way. She threw a Blue pink Floyd t-shirt at me and a pair of joggers "Don't be silly, you were under my clothes, you can wear them too. "where are we going?" I asked. She then began to play "Time- Pink Floyd" over the speakers in her house. "Put two and two together" I looked down at my shirt and shed a tear. "You're kidding!?" "Hey this was already planned and you just stumbled into my life. it seems to be meant to be, don't worry about the expenses. My face lit up, before this, I had never been to a concert. Let alone a band as majestic as Pink Floyd. I thought back to the first time I attempted to go to a concert...There was a wreck. Not wanting to speak of the incident I quickly calmed the anxiety and kept my face lit. Again, I trust this girl. Even if I shouldn't have. Back onto the same bustling street I had walked off of last night, The sun was bright without a cloud in sight. There was a good breeze going that made my hair stand when it blew, carrying the smells of local restaurants. While at the intersection of W 52nd St and 9th Avenue, She told me we were on the way to be picked up by her friends and said she wanted to surprise me. While I was majorly outside my comfort zone, meeting strangers and going to surprising places with them under the influence. I say under the influence but at this point, I needed another joint to ease down. It's almost like Alexis read my mind. At that moment she pulled out 2 coned pre-rolls from her pocket. She said "Just wait till we get to the park my love" Calming me. She knew me so well just within 40 hours, I loved how she picked up on all the small things so easily. Her brain had to be so smart and beautiful, I thought. Crossing 11th Avenue we got into the park. There is a sense of relaxation when I step into a park of sorts in the city. it's like a brief escape from life. Except this time it was the start of a life. A life I wasn't prepared for. |