Porthole

Finished one movie...

I finished watching "I promised you the moon". I might watch more documentaries about filming it as I watched one that was quite entetaining. The director explained the speaking-fluent-Chinese-while-drunk scene. Oh-Aew isn't the best student of Chinese... but this is known to happen IRL so why not. It was an interesting scene showing how much Teh cared about him. However... how does one speak drunk? They had someone help with that!

The two main characters are good friends IRL so behind the scenes one can notice how they really help each other.

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My life: heat, smoke, listless, anxiety, overwhelm, avoidance, unfocused. Not everything is bad but it's far from good.

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66 degrees at 9 a.m. I'm awake but still need a coffee. I just realized what today is. Memories of other years float to the fore in a fog misted by lost time.

I must be careful today.



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Did not go out today. Friends of mine staged a revolt and went inside the Senior Center to avoid the heat, sun and smoke. This is a major issue.

Travis stopped by for a chat, so I got to bore him for over an hour. He'll soon be gone for 2 months. He graciously took a metal table down to the dumpster for me. Hopefully someone will pick it up.

That cheered me up.

Ate a couple hot dogs and a can of chili.

Cold coffee.

More cheerful now than I was this morning but my energy comes and goes. It's 86 degrees outside at 8 p.m. and warmer than that in my room.

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