Crush

Haven't been thinking about you
Haven't been staring at you
But, your girlfriend is staring at me
With an evil glare
But I still stare
hope you don't see me
but I love seeing you.

Saw you at lunch today
had nothing to say
but I stay far away
watching you laugh with you friends
your girlfriend's high pitched laugh
don't think she got the joke
Wanna know how I know?
Because she's not that smart
Wanna know how I know that?
Just stand next to her and you'll hear her IQ
dropping.

To my surprise I didn't stare in 6th period
but saw you looking at me
You smiled and licked you lips
Ohhh those lips!!!!
I smiled and looked down
Then looked back up to see you walking over to me
Me being the dumb person I am I stand up
waiting for him to say something
but he walks around me
because your friend was calling you
Your other friends laughed at me
but, your laughter could be heard throught the whole building.
Damn.

After all the things you and your friends have done to me
Messing with me,stealing my lunch money,
Spray painting "Nerd" on my car,
tripping me and made me bust my lip.
I still have this crush on you
Man that's stupid
but it's true.
Damn.

But this time
in this hell-hole they call a classroom
I felt really sick
My face was really red
I picked up my things and left
being the stupid person I am
I run out of the class
Running into a guy
Think his name is Jay
Rumor is he likes me

Been three months since my embarrassment
and my discovery
Jay and I have been together for 2 months now
Wouldn't have it any other way
Don't really have a crush on that other guy.
I think.

Jay walks me to my locker,his hand in my back pocket.
I really like him, I really do
I just love being around him.
He likes being around me too
cause he tells me all the time.
he knew about my crush on that guy
Didn't care,
I don't think

Me and Jay like to joke around alot.
One of the things that really makes us laugh
Is when my old crush walk down the hall
with your girlfriend
"Congrats on your new baby
And your other three babies" I say.
I laugh and close my locker.
Jay tells me how mean I am.
Then drops the subject,knowing what happened or didn't happen between us.
then I realize that my past crush played me
like I just played him.
Ahh revenge, so so sweet.

Heard that he's having two boys
and one set of twins
From all different mothers,
but girlfriends of his best friends
I still laugh when I see him
then I laugh to myself
thinking "that could have been me".