The second half of a letter to myself

You love so much and yet never give the same amount to yourself, you help others when they fall, but you hurt yourself instead of asking for help, you see all of your faults and tear yourself down, you continue this cycle until you start to drown. Yes, you always get caught and caged , that does not stop you from dreaming of that stage where hope is telling you , you will escape again where your family is cheering for you and so are friends. The spark inside of you has become weak and it's motivation and courage that you seek