Everything i love about you

I love you,
a simple word i still struggle to understand what it means
All I'v known for so long is perfection and endless rules,
I still don't understand, but you captured my thoughts
As i studied you endlessly,
i know it might not be forever
and it might not last ...
but i knew you were worth it the second i told myself i don't care what happens as long as I'm, with you because you worth it
Worth the pain
Worth the hurt
Worth the wait
I wish i can stare into your eyes all day because they different, beautiful calm
but on fire common but still so rare
through them i see so much life, dreams, passion, compassion ...looking into them brings life within me and brings endless unexplainable joy