Ever Heard of love

I thought it was just a feeling
It was just one more feeling
I had with him
I thought it was a good one
But turned out to be bad
It was all good
Then things took a turn for worse
Things got more worse
There was yelling and cussing
Tere was fighting and drinking
The worse of all -
The police came
It was the only choice I had
I thought it was a good one
Then he got out
Chased me down but- ....
I ran as fast as I could
I tripped and fell
I got up as fast I  could but....
I got caught
I was thrown aroud like nothing
I was worked to death like
a thin thread
My life was on edge
I haven't eaten in mybe days even weeks
I'm lost ina soul
I never wanted to know
I killed what I thought was good
I wish it was already dead before this point
I want to go home
I can't
I'm trapped in this world
With no key or way out
I'm crying
I'm lost
I'm hungry
I wanna go home
I need to
I have to
This is real
This hit me in the the face like a car crash
It's all so sudden
I'm afraid this may not end
Like I wanted it too
I wish I was alive again.....
But that won't happen ever again
Not ever again
I took what i loved the most.....
My life