Unleash

I don't understand why my heart has to be separate from my mind.
I don't know why I must be split in two.
Can I get an explanation why I feel so destroyed, inside.

I've been human for so long...so I thought.
I've been in contact with them so emotionally...only in my mind.
After all my effort...nothing's changed.
I'm still an alien ... something of disgust
I'm still an outsider....someone who doesn't understand them, will never be apart of them.

How can I blend in ...I don't want to stand out anymore.
But I want my own identity; I want to have my moral, my characters in me; I want to be defined.
And I want to be free, while being just like you.
Flying through the air in your own skin, falling into the sea with a smile on your face.
I've been aching for too long and I want to get it out.

Please, help me ,I need your help to understand myself, entirely.
I don't want my borders crossed, but I need your help in finding me.
Help me shed the things that make me different.
And mould me, into you with the things that make me.