finding love in all the wrong places

why did he have to get so pissed?
it wasnt like this was the first time pein hadnt let us out on a mission.
he slammed his fists down on the table, startling me back out of my trance.
"me and sasori are just fine to handle simple things like this!"
pein looked bored.
he was probably just as sick of deidaras temper-tantrums as the rest of us were.
"itachi grew up in the leaf. naturally, that makes it so much easier to send him out for leaf-related missions!"
deidara growled.
"whatever, always excuses. im out." he turned away from the table and started walking towards the door.
i stood up.
"pein, are we finished?"
he nodded.
kakuzu and hidan exchanged glances.
hidan stodd up, too.
deidara walked past me and off down the left hall, and me and idan walked out together.
"why dont you ever lose youre temper like he does? does it not angeer you?"
i shrugged. "we get our missions. he is too easily angered."
hidan nodded and i turned ot the left to follow deidara.
as his teamate, it was my duty to keep him in check.
he was always so annoying, but what could i do?
i my as well go and talk to him.
_i stopped outside his door, leaning against the wall.
he would probably just get more pissed if i barged in and tried to help.
he was usually calm, but ever since konan joined he had been much more aggresive.
i had my ideas for the reason.
i took a breath.
should i just knock?
i usually knocked, and he usually yelled for whoeevr it was to go away, but then i told him i had to talk to him and he would come to the door and talk with me long enough for me to calm him a little, then he would say he needed his space and slam the door on me.
i expected nothing less this time when i knocked.
no answer.
i stood there for a second, wondering if i should tell him it was me.
i knocked again, harder.
no answer.
i turned the handle and it clicked.
at least he hadnt locked it this time.
i pushed the door opened and peered into the room.
it was dimly lit, but it looked empty.
i took a step inside and closed the door behind me.
"deidara?" i asked, lookign around.
the bathroom door was wide open and the light was on.
i walked over cautiously.
from my position i could see the toilet and shower, and they were both unoccupied.
i took a step into the doorwway and then stepped into the small bathroom.
i turned to face the other wall and my eyes widened.
i had found deidara.
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deidara was leaning against the wall, eyes tightly closed, breathing heavily.
his pants were dropped to his ankles, his robe was open.
his dick was perfectly erect.
with one hand he ran he gently stroked it, with the other he used the mouth on his hand to gently lick at the head of his cock.
i took a step backward, holding my breath.
suddenly, his motion changed and he wrapped one hand around it, moving it up and down quickly.
he gasped, making me almost let out my breath.
then he started to moan.
i felt the muscles in my stomache tighten.
what the heck?
why was i feeling like this?
i could feel the tug in my own body, and i slowly let out the breath i was holding, taking another tiny step backwards towards the door.
he was breathing very heavily at this point, his sides heaving.
suddenly he froze and started gently pumping himself, the tounges on his hands gently licking.
then, he came all over the tiled floor, and as he did so moaned.
the moan made my heart beat faster.
i could feel my own erection.
was i attracted to...deidara?
i had never considered the possibility of beign attracted to a man.
but then again, i had never really had alot of interest for women either.
i usually was a solitary figure, tending to myself.
deidara opened his eyes and i knew i was screwed.
"what the fuck?!?!?!?!?!" he hollared, steppign forward.
he tripped over his pants, and fell forward.
i stepped forward and caught his shoulders, pushign him back upwards.
once he was up the cussing continued.
"what the fuck, man?!?! im a little busy if you didnt notice!!!!! you scared the livign shit out of me! its called fuckign privacy!! what the hell were you thinking, just walking in here?!?!?! i dropped my hands back down to my sides.
"im sorry." i said slowly, lookign at the floor.
"whatever man. just....holy shit."
i looked back up at him.
"do you think of konan?"
he looked confused for a second, and then he shrugged.
"not really. i just picture random chicks. you can probably sympathize with me....ever since fucking koan got here its like, oh, yeah, women exist and how long has it been since ive had one? so then i started to have the dreams again, and get stiff....so i resorted ot this..."
he looked down, and then pulled his pants up.
"is not fucking fair how pein is the only one gettign laid around here..."
i could still feel how hard i was. every word he said seemed to make me want him more.
and really, i wasnt as much on the same page as him as he thought. i had never had a women before.
i had never realy WANTED a woman before.
but now i knew what i wanted.
i wanted to throw him on the ground and rip off his clothes and take his cock in my mouth....
i shuddered and he gave me a questioning look.
"is soemthing wrong?" he snapped.
i shook my head.
"not really."
"you look like youve seen a ghost...haha are you jealous cause im bigger?"
he gave me a joking smile.
i blushed.
what the hell?
now all of a sudden i had this new ability: blushing?
i thought back to a few moments ago.
"only by a little bit"
he laughed.
"dude, thank god you hadnt of been tobi. what the hell would i have done then?"
i tried to laugh while he was.
it didnt work so well.
"seriously though. you look nervous....whats up with you?"
i shurgged.
"i dont know, i guess im feeling a little sick."
i decided i would try to joke about it like he was, even thoguh i could sense he was embarassed that i had seen what he was doing.
"thanks to youre little display i walked in on.....that soemthign i really didnt need to see..."
i forced out a weak playful smile.
he laughed again.
he took a step forward and punched my shoulder cheerfully.
uh-oh.
big mistake.
"dude....what the fuck?"
he looked down, notcing my erection.
i blushed.
"Are you fucking ....turned on?"
he looked cautious, yet mildly curious.
should i try to make a move?
it could ruin our whole partnership.
at worst, i could drug him and tell him he must have been dreaming that i tried to come onto him.
i looekd at him with my best seductive gaze.
"you want company....i can show you company..."
he took a step backwards.
"dude, seriously. why didnt you tell me you were gay? fuck, thats jsut sick....get the hell out of my bathroom."
he was agaisnt the wall now.
this was my chance.
i pushed agaisnt him, pushing him into the wall, and clasped my mouth over his.
his eyes widened, startled.
he tried to say "what the fuck, man?" but it only came out as a incompehensile mumble.
i pryed his mouth open with my lips, shoving my tounge into his mouth.
he dick brushed against the inside of his leg, and i felt myself stiffen more.
suddenly it was like something in his mind clicked, and he shut his eyes and started to kiss back.
i was amazed.
i reached my hand up behind his head and grasped his long hair.
with my other hand, i traield it down his side until i reached the edge of his pants.
i gently pushed my hand down into his pants, feeling for his dick.
when i found it, i grasped it and started to stroke it gently.
he shivered and pulled away.
"this....."
i shushed him.
"let yourself be carried away. ill let you put yours into me."
why did i say that?
i wasnt braced to be anally fucked.
he closed his eyes and started to kiss me more passionately.
apparently, he agreed.
great...
my head was yelling NO but my dick was moaning yes...
i decided to follow my dicks orders, and i pushed his pants down with my hand.
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Chapter 3
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by this point my robe was off, and so was his.
he took his shirt off while i bent down to my knees.
he tossed his sirt aside and pulled off his pants. while i removed my own covering.
i knelt down again and leaned forward, taking the head of his dick into my mouth.
he was erect again.
i gently licked, and i felt him tense up.
he gripped my shoulders and leaned his head backwards, closing his eys.
"i dont really know how this works" he whispered.
"i know. but i dont either, so its going t be okay."
"ill be telling you that sooner than later."
in my mind i laughed.
he looked at my dick for a second, judging.
my breath caught. was he going to change his mind?
he couldnt...not now...and leave me so...helpless?
he slid forward yet again, and i gripped his shoulders tighter.
he brushed his hair back behind his ears.
i took one hand and grasped the back of his head, not forcing, just encouraging him on.
he started to move a little faster, his tounge dancing circles around my shaft.
this (underlines) was heaven.
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CHAPTER 4
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it was time, and was i ready?
his pale skin was glistening after all the...erm...effort....we had been giving.
but now it was time to toughen up and get the facts straight: if i wanted a mans body i GOT a mans body, literally.
he licked his fingers, trying to get me ready.
it wouldnt work, either way id be scremaing in pain and hes be screaming in pleasure.
i almsot shuddered.
the idea of him screaming in pleasure...
i could have suffered through the slowest form of torture at that seecond jsut to hear ONE scream.
his expression was fierce.
"i never thought id be a faggot...but fuck, im so horny..."
i laughed slightly.
"technically, this makes you bi."
"ah...yeah."
i was splayed out on the bed. ready position.
i was ready.
i was ready.
he braced himself at my entrance, closing his eyes and letting out a calming breath, catching his coposure.
i attempted to do the same.
i was ready.
i was ready.
i....
my throat closed off, and i tried to scream, but the only thing that came out was a ragged breath. my muscles tensed and my heart pumped faster and everything in my mind was screaming STOP, but i had no words to say it.
and deidara had no intention of stopping.
"fuck man, youre tighter than a teenage girl."
i laughed at that, i had to.
laughing felt good, it eased my muscles into a more numbed state.
i laughed again, just to settle myself.
okay, now the backstroke. (haha.)
he slid backwards, his eys closesd yet again.
this was going to be interesting, ebcause sooner than later pain would ebb into pleasure.
sincere, (herherher....elegant....lmao.)) pleasure.
and i wanted it more than anyhting.
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CHAPTER 5
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his breaths were jagged and broken, his cries, every couple minuets, torture.
the level of ectasy in my blood kept rising, this was exhilerating, this was sex.
this was what my life was missing, and what his had been lacking all alone.
his mising piece.
"fuck, man." deidara moaned.
i gasped as he drove himself into me Hard.
my small nails dug into the sheets, clawing at worthless material.
for a moment the image of pein flashed through my mind, whatever konan would think when doing the laundry, etc.
but it was worhtless to think of that now.



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