loves dwelling place

right now, i really need to sleep
but im not sure if i can
right now, i really want to weep
no one understands
nobody can help me- if they want to or not
im not even sure what is happening anymore
ive run away from love, but now ive been caught
love, i have always just ignored before

now im drawn in, back to where love dwells,
the only thing it did was make my life a living hell

it was a mistake
and now i must pay

now im dragged back in again
to someone who loves me too
i feel i have something to gain
and something to go through

i see no sense in putting my heart out just to get it broken once more
because i know for a fact that that pain is hard to ignore
i just want to run away
but then again, i want to stay
i just want to run and hide
for i remember the tears i cried

my memory of love before now remains a curse
i know he wouldnt hurt me
at least not on purpose
but i shall remain haunted for all eternity