Normal, I am not

Normal, I am not,
Nor will I ever be,
I'll never be what you want me to be,
Or what you expect of me,
Why you bitchin' mother fucker, can't you see,
This is me!

Made this way by hardships,
And times of dread to come,
I am what I always feared to be,
Alive but alone.

Alone in my own zone,
I'm cold and I'm scared,
The way people treat me you'd think no one cared.

Maybe they don't,
Or maybe they won't,
Or maybe they just don't give a fuck,
If they don't I guess its just my luck.