to jordee from mummy

My little girl where are you now?
Cant you tell me in a way somehow?
Why did you leave me, why couldnt you see
Just how much i needed thee

You left me alone no one to hold near
You left me alone with all of this fear
I cry for you the tears never go away
I think of you every single day

You left me feeling empty i wanted you so
Just how much you will never know !
I was your mummy for such a short time
Why have i been punished and what was my crime?

For this , its the worste pain i could feel
Even though to some you wernt even really real
Why didnt you take me with you why did you make me stay?
I could have come with you and all day we could have played!

Together mummy and baby as happy as can be
But its all gone now and no one can see
They look at me like i have no right to cry
But baby i didnt even get to say bye-bye

I went to sleep and when i woke
they said you were gone and my heart broke
Then they gave me a box and said it was you
You had been cremated completely through and through

Ashes is all that is left of you now
And i know i have to say goodbye somehow
So my jordee girl we have to do it right
Your soul has to take its one and only flight

Its time my love to say bye bye
And together we will have just one more cry
Just you and me as i put you to rest
Jordee i honestly did my best !

Forgive me for not keeping you safe
For letting you go alone to some unknown place
Ill picture your little hand in mine
And together we will spend some time

Im putting you to rest in the safest place i know
My grandads here hes right below
Love him as he would have you
He will look after you and guide you through

My sweet little girl i leave a rose for your heart
I dont want to leave you why should we be apart?
But i have to be strong all mummys do
One day you"ll be proud of your mummy too

So goodbye my JORDEE CAROLE HUNT i love you so
just how much you will never know

love always mummy
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