i lost her 2

today i finaly went to see her...the woman iv loved for 5 years and she told me to come back tomorw. so tomorow is the day that will shape the course of the rest of my life, will i be happy or miserably...i must first appologize to her for the way i treated in the past, explain to her that i was a lyer back then and the other women never happened it was a empty boasting and male posturing.. she was the only one i cared for...i am leaving in january...unless tomorw brings me good news in the form of she loves me too.. if not tomorw may be the last time i ever see her again... when i saw her face today i knew i was still crazy about her,she has the most beautifull smile... the cutest little teeth, the brightest blue eyes with one on the left having a little spot in it that looks like a diamnond..tonight will be a sleepless night.
my last line for departu is to propose to her. itd either i go or a stay with her, if thers no her i go,,,i cant be around here anymore