So Sick

Something about now,
The way I feel,
So sick
I don't know why....
I don't want this pain....
I can't name it....
I can't banish it....
I'd scream for help,
but my voice is lost....
I feel trapped in this,
A hole, deeper than the sea....
I'm scared,
I doubt if even you can save me,
I feel like I'm drowning,
I can't breath when my lungs are full,
It feels like my heart busted,
My blood is spilling in the air,
Can you see?
This confusion is masking my pain....