I wish

I wish I may,
I wish with might,
I wish on every star I see tonight.
Every wish I wish for you.
Every time I wonder if you are too.
We loved and lost once again
And yet I still pretend.
Pretend I am perfect and fine,
Pretend that you were never mine.
Pretend that the heartbreak I feel is gone,
That it was burned away with the morning sun.
All of my pain I try to hide.
Try to keep it inside.
I put myself in a right state of mind,
And I tell everyone I am fine.
That it doesn’t bother me at all,
That I didn’t really fall.
That’s a lie.
Fall for you I did
But, who am I trying to kid?
You’re special in every way.
I am as boring as night and day.
So boring that they pushed you away.
Told you stuff you thought was true.
There was nothing I could do.
Now I sit and wait and ache.
And I just hope it’s not too late