Why am I here

I don not know why i am here. But today I was lonely and badly needed some one to talk to but still could not find anyone. So i decided to pen down my thoughts.

Its been a long time. I have changed over the years. Not for good. with every passing day i did not improve. I became more dependent on people. Dependence was more on emotional level.

I am unable to understand why this was happening to me.

I was in love for 5 years and suddenly he left me. The reason given by him was vague. Not true i was sure.

There was something else to it. I was hurt. But still never thought bad about him. Thought he wanted something else. I was not the one. One way I was happy because I realised he was happy without me. have always wanted him to be happy- with or without me. So even though he was happy without me he was happy i was also happy. But deep inside i was not happy. I was sad. Someone whom i loved left me.

Will he ever tell me the truth. No he would not- I was sure about this. Never have been so sure in my life about this than any other thing.

People come and go. Life waits for none

So I have to move on

thats what I decided to do

to move on without him

but with him in my heart

with the gifts that he gave me in my hand

with the memories he gave me in my mind

with tears in my eyes

but i decided to move on

who says love is blind

love has eyes

thats y he decided to leave me

because his eyes could not find physical beauty in me