Just Let Love Find You

God please tell me,
what I must do
- to go on living this life,
without you.
I asked for love & you gave me love,
- or atleast I thought you did.
I asked for a person to help raise
my family and kids.
I asked for someone loyal, someone that
will tell me the truth.
Someone that will be there,
even when I'm ugly & obtuse.
I just wanted to give love - and trust.
But now I'm just here with no feeling
but lust.
Not lust of what he has, but lust
-of what others have.
I want it so bad that I cry
& get mad.
Not mad at you, but mad at her.
Mad at the fact that I didn't get
-what I deserve.
Lord please tell me what the fuck is wrong
-with these B*tches?
Excuse my language, I just got mad,
so viscious.
Now I realize what I must do.
Stop searching for love.
- Just let love find you.


"Dedicated to that one that never deserved me in the first place"