The Rain That Falls

I sit up in my bed as I always do before I go to bed to take out all the bad thoughts that had happened through the day. This among others was the day I realized that our relationship was no longer good. For you see you made me a person I never wanted to be. For pete sake I can't even look in the mirror without tears starting to form. I tried to think of ways to tell you but it seemed like nothing was right. I want on and on about what you would say. I see now that I am a whole new person because of it and now that you are out of my life I actually like the new me. I cry no more tries and I find myself more with smiles upon my face. But when I see your face I can't help but to laugh because the feeling that you now hold is the feeling I once had. I am very sorry I passed it on to you the way I did, but I'm happy in away because you finally know how I feel. You among others always tried to understand but what you never realized was that you couldn't understand. I tried to explain the thoughts but it never worked the simple things that I had to deal with were the things you pushed away. So now I'm happy because I am free of your mighty garsb and you will never get me in it again.