No one Knows

If you could look in her eyes
And see what was truly inside.
You’d see all the pain,
And all the suppressed emotion.

If her aura interfered with yours
And you felt all the helplessness
You’d never be the same.
Forever scarred, just like her.

If you were so lucky
As to get one little glimpse
But actually, you’re better off not knowing.
The pain is too much for one person to bear.

But this one is strong,
She hides it all away.
And until recently it’s been easy
Who would have thought that one person could get through?

Years of let downs
And months of pain
The weeks without her love
It all adds up to the breaking point.

The heroin for herself,
Has died. It died when he came.
But it was good.
But her heroin-ess hasn’t come back
And she needs her.
It’s harder than you think
To be all alone
And now its constant

To be so comfortable with one
And then have it ripped from your grip
You couldn’t image the terror

There’s a giant whole
Where her lungs and heart should be
It throbs with pain
Just waiting for her to die.
And everyday she almost does.

But now something is new
And there’s nothing holding her back
The one that she loves,
Is now off limits

The pain is more frequent
And now nothing covers it up
Her breathe stops
And she doesn’t want to keep going
Somehow, she forces her self to catch the sour taste of the lifeless air around her
And she lives.
Then the pain kicks in
It starts at her heart.
Sharp little stings
That seem to echo with her murmurs
The pain goes through her body,
Like it’s traveling through her blood
But she knows better
She has no blood
She’s dead.

The evil one has no clue what she has done
She’s taken away the sweet seductive smell of the god
The only air she wishes to breathe
Before it was easy,
She knew she’d have him once more
But now she knows she will never be in his presence again
At least, not close enough to breathe

They all think she’s kidding
They think her threats of the results of their actions are fake
But they aren’t
It’s been a week or so without him
And already she’s started dieing

She can’t hide it from the world any longer
She’s almost off the edge
And still
No one knows just how bad she’s hurt.
And even worse, it’s her fault,
And he’s hurting too.