Cluster Prt, 1

i am a go getta and i am a hustler
i am doing my thing and i am living my way
i am not grown but i do have my own income
i take care of my business and i know people who would feel this
i respect others who respect me
i dont do what i dont want to and thats just me
i love all of my family unconditionally
i am falling head over heals for a dude nick named Jodi
i am a human being that does have feelings
i am light skinned with brown eyes and multi colored hair
i am not related to every other mulatto child on this earth
i hate stereotypes they really piss me off
i am tired of being used as one so back off
i dont like running because loosing my breath is too close to death
yes i am scared of death and death is the cousin to a dream
but that doesnt stop me from dreaming up things
i do have a dream like MLK did and i promise i will succeed at this
my dream is just to do what i do best
and that may change over the years all can do is see what happens next
i am not follower nor a leader
i lay back and watch everything around and when my time comes ill show you my opinion
i lend my ear more then i lend my voice
whether they are good enough to hear my opinion is their choice
i do what i feel im sposed
make a better life for myself and dont i dont depend on nobody else
no expectations from anybody cause people are hard to trust
but i do expect things from myself cause i know i am the one person i can trust
i expect me to guide myself
and i will look in the mirror if i need more help
i can do whatever i put my mind to
yes i do have a big head at times but i remain humble
i will have a better life then my parents chose for themselves
they didnt know it at the time but the only people that held their destiny were themselves
me myself and i is all i got most of the time
cause when THEY argue im caught in the cross fire
i suffer along with their pain and sorrow
not knowing what the night holds, nothings ever promised tomorrow
i am not an average person most of the time
i drink i smoke im not perfect all the time
i can only be me dont expect to be anything more or less
i can only do what i do what do YOU expect
like i said i dont expect anything from anyone and i would like the same respect from you
but i dont get respect because im just a kid and i dont have an opinion
im not allowed make my own choices but im making them up as i go along
if i didnt want to do what u tell me to do i would already be gone
im not a caged bird know when and how to fly
i have places to go and where i go i wont hide
so dont tell me im breathing because you allow me to
dude your breathing because I allow you to
everthing in this cluster is just thoughts from my mind
that dwell on me all the time
have many experiences worse than some
and then i got it good better that some
i just would rather have happiness over wealth
and i would drop death and take health
like i said these are just thoughts that are flowing out of my head
theres more to come no im not finished yet

bluberi ~~