Your Madness is My Fun

An oasis has begun
Your power ruined the fun
My lack of sensibility
And understated credibility
That has got me nowhere
And has made me run

My right doings are always wrong
While my wrong doings are no longer right
Being dilatable drove me away
And now its ruin your day
My state of mind has been unturned
And now it’s my time to reform

Your difficulties shut me out
While you’re hopeless attempts pull me in
Your abated mind drove me wild
And now it’s just part of my game and fun
You think it upsets me when you’re irate
But you’re wrong it’s only something I try not to do

I try not to infuriate thee, but my efforts don’t match
They retaliate in your mind and I am shamed for it
I am not perfect and you far from it
But as a necessity it must be for me
And thou you don’t know your own prey
And maybe someday when I leave you feel this way

I try and make you proud yes I do
But see what it comes to? It ruins my life
My house is a prison and it’s a mandatory force
That keeps me from living the life that I want
What is the point of ‘being a family’ anyways?
If you can’t tolerate doing everything with each other makes you mad

Space is okay and it should be allowed
But your nose is in everything and it won’t get out
Privacy you don’t seem to get either
But that’s ok because I have adapted to that enough
Even when all my irritation is flaring in the air
For some reason I still obey your words as they come

So then I’m still mad and rage is building
Then my world crumbles and leaves no trace
So then I’m here typing away
Expressing every last thing I can’t say
Because I hate to hurt people and especially you
Even though I can’t even regret anything but its true