You two

i feel the tears behind my eyes, i feel my whole world slipping by and what makes it worse i cant even help i just have to stand by and cry but the tears are dry and i dont want to cry, after 20 years its all caput thers no more them no where to look for peace and comfort my world is cracking and im falling through its black and dark where no light shines through if its this bad for me then it must be worse for you, i cant stand this feeling i wish this was a dream that id pinch myself and wake up seeing you but its not and when i pinch myself it only hurts so i'll never wake up ill be like this forever crying dry tears and thinking of you.